
Do you ever just get tired of hoping,waiting and wishing.Tired of all the mix ups,tired of trying to fit in,tired of trying to be what you are not because deep inside you can surely feel that it all ain’t you.
Have you ever just gotten tired of all those late nights hoping and believing upon things that you know they ain’t gone happen.Its not like you are cursed or sumn its just that things don’t seem to come your way.
And you keep telling yourself that maybe its for the best,you keep telling yourself that its all gone be alright.but still some point you break.you just wanna let it all go,you wanna drown yourself in your tears,your fears,your emotions,get lost in it all.you keep telling yourself that its all okay but in real sense you are all alone,alone to face it all off,alone in it all.despite the friends you keeping,your family,no one can save you from it,from yourself.sometimes you just wanna let it all go.let it all take you.coz you tired of it all.
But why does it really have to be that way?why don’t things just go your way?why cant you just snap and it be alright?why do they always expect you to be way stronger than you truly are?i mean just why cant they let you be?why cant you free yourself and let you be?
The hurting,the pain runs too deep.you cant tell whats really causing it,but you can feel it going deep down your soul,tearing you all apart bit by bit.but you try fool the world and you.you can fool the world but you cant fool you, it will always catch up with you.
You get off yourself,your comfort zone,you try go out and mingle but in the long run you still see it as not worth.why cant it just be easy?why does it have to be this complicated?is it that you aint getting things right?or is it because this is not your place?or is it just for something greater?
Your heart gets torn between the urge to run or to just stay and face it all off as the strong you that you always have been.But can you please let her snap atleast for a second?please?!
Do you ever just wanna grab your stuff and run away?,run away to some place;a place you alone know of,someplace where you can just lose yourself to it all,someplace where there is no expecting you to be this or that.someplace where you can just get it all out and lose it all,lose yourself in.
I wanna go there,you can go there.You can be there.
<BASE>: Its okay to feel like breaking sometimes.But you should pick yourself up each time you do.Never stay there,you’ve got to collect each piece of you and get going like it never happened.